all the little things

Suspect subject -

lights and dancing dots -

on a strange - impromptu stage -

following patterns - to hot or cold -

to touch - the past and future merging -

in the play - of touch and sight and sound -

soon and latter - appearing - as is - to be.

becoming now....later. Stars seem to collide.

Burning, here.

So gracious, gratefully -

Immeasurable

I measured your said,

it was immeasurable, so pleasurable

and I think of you

with so much joy

so much gratitude -

it will not allow any sadness ...

but ( you let me ) be sad ...

and I loved you then and now

more - craved more - longed for more

of your wonder of your specialness ---

uniqueness ----

that I ran out of adjectives -

but rare, magnificent beauty will do.

Ode to a Lamppost IV

Besides, before and between,

glowing light ..

at that spot ...

in that moment ...

Sacred ????

Frightened ????

Portending ...

time, out of time, in time, just in time ...

"It's been a long time" ...

I knew the thought ...

to care ...

The light did shine then ...

variable, fluxating, fixed, in between

saddness and great joy ...

I knew ...

and felt ...

the lamp post gleaned then

smiling ...

old and wooden and there

near the shore ...

of a forbidden

but immediate sea ...

smiling ...

Another just Bolshevic Winter

and stop me if it's too warm

near Moscow

the Danube ..

tommorow

it's too late ..

moon light

and

the fantasy

-- The Idiot --

then

They told me not to tell

About the macro-quantum wave -

Building on the cosmic quantum sea -

at a loss - or gain

to afford - to begin - to end

for all

to see!

so I did?/?see...

and that moment

Love essence - caring ---

a world and world apart

toghether

always -

a touch

I new

I felt

you

gratefully

love more impossibly

remembering

you