Sunday, July 31, 2005

terror and war

To simply state only one force and effect fear or greed.

If terror is excessive fear then only love can effect it, in

any way. To reduce terror means to love. Is there

enough love? - There is always enought love. It is a matter

of kindness, gentleness, courtesy and honesty and these things

are always available and it is possible to me more kind and more

honest in every moment.

People do disagree. They disagree with each other and they

disagree with themselves. But people also agree. And always

it is possible to find more ways to agree. We all can see the truth.

To agree we must respect and respond. We can find this in our

hearts and in our minds no matter how far away we are.

The game ----

The game is about honesty, and the game is

about gentleness, and the game is about forgiveness

And the game is about being one with who we are and

where we are and the game is about finding truth

and finding answers and knowing each other and

all with whom we are with and all those who are

around us and see us. And it is about caring for

those who we are with and for being there for them.

If we can play this game we are part of life.

ONe hard part of the game is to truly be, where we

are, if we are late or far or happy or sad where we are.

Saturday, July 23, 2005

right and wrong

Survival - instinct - preservation -

the decisions we make and the mistakes we make.

And facing extinction - or being lost - not knowing

the way - we might be filled with fear - knowing that

fear - feeling betrayed by ourselve -

And then I would argue - was it me all along -

that was sure - or just didn't know -

And the fear builds and trusting - trusting in

the consistancy of the past - or believing in some

kind of mercy - or forgiveness - somehow - somewhere.

Anger and regret and pain and illusion.

Can we find our way - believing in some salvation -

is there a path there? Now - today ?

Did I betray myself - my believe - all that I hold true

and dear - did I lie?

Today I have no answers - I know that I did believe

and I did try. And finally I tried to love.