Survival - instinct - preservation -
the decisions we make and the mistakes we make.
And facing extinction - or being lost - not knowing
the way - we might be filled with fear - knowing that
fear - feeling betrayed by ourselve -
And then I would argue - was it me all along -
that was sure - or just didn't know -
And the fear builds and trusting - trusting in
the consistancy of the past - or believing in some
kind of mercy - or forgiveness - somehow - somewhere.
Anger and regret and pain and illusion.
Can we find our way - believing in some salvation -
is there a path there? Now - today ?
Did I betray myself - my believe - all that I hold true
and dear - did I lie?
Today I have no answers - I know that I did believe
and I did try. And finally I tried to love.
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