Most Wonderful ---

If I had to or could I - imagine or remember -

If I was trying to follow that light, then/now - or imagine -

A beauty or a wonder - in the smile -

or the movements - or moments

or the happiness - that is experienced - in those moments.

As if it was so big - So big that it would fill everything ....

So, I asked for too much perfection - could I regret it, then ?

Or ever feel or think that I could experience it ?

To be that happy - Unable to imagine it, but to remember it ?

So then how much gratitude would one feel after that ...

That there could be real words to express it --- but know

that there are ....

And to dare to know that the beauty and the wonder

and the brightness and that light are real.

You want to tell me if this is what love is like,

Found and not lost - lost and not found ....

Content - without fear and afraid.

Without want or desire - but to

desire and want.

Complete - unbroken - and dashed upon the rocks

The forever shore - of the unending sea.

At the very end, at the very beginning.